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[24 Jun 2009|12:16am] I guy can only take so much. +

It's not everything. Trust me. [07 Dec 2008|03:21am] When so much breaks away from your heart, you forget what it was made of in the first place. +

[06 Mar 2008|12:22am] If I lived my life by certain rules, but didn't share those rules openly. Have I lived by any rules at all? Do I stand for anything? If I didn't wear my heart on my sleeve.. everything that made me, me, out in the open, for everyone to recognize.. Am I me? Am I anyone? I am a blank canvas, who stands for nothing. 1 - +

[30 Nov 2007|01:05pm] Today is your birthday Bud. You worked all day then rode your new bike in the dark. And the crazy thing is. You typed this before it even happened. So you will be reading a psychic reading of the future, in the future! +

[03 Nov 2007|06:12am] My heart aches, all the time. 3 - +

[05 Jun 2007|03:25pm] Really tired of your pseudointellectual bull shit. +

Owning up. [10 Mar 2007|12:12am] Ive had this revelation fall upon me. I complain so much about how things in my life never work out, how nothing goes my way, how people take advantage of me, how im too nice, too this, too that. So maybe its time I stopped biting my tongue to please or appease others. Its time to cut people or things out of my life that arent good for me, whether it be selfish or not. People who disrespect me, or the thing I care about, or people who dont appreciate there friends, or anything for that matter. There alot of people who would do the same to anyone else. Ruthless and relentlessly. There are alot of people out there who talk a big talk and dont follow up. And I have decided that Im not going to be one of them. Ill admit I am guilty as well. But I have this quality about myself, that when I realize something and a revelation falls upon me, it opens my eyes greatly and I can never turn back to once was. I will take this journey alone if I have to, because God can give me more than anything ever could. And he will never abandon me. And dont find it necessary to comment on this if your just going to make some "beat around the bush," snide remark about anything. Especially the part about God. 4 - +

[08 Dec 2006|01:59am] I hate me. 5 - +

[30 Nov 2006|04:53am] I look back and see that this year I have acheived more then any year before. Happy Birthday to me. 4 - +

[22 Nov 2006|03:28am] stop looking at other people, maybe that will give you time to take a look at yourself. 2 - +

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